The sizzle and popping of hot grease sounds from the kitchen as though the center of her world were on fire. And though her face and manner are both cool, inside, mountains are falling.
Her name had been replaced long ago; it was almost as if she didn't exist anymore. She's still as delicate and ghostly in figure as she had been 7 years ago, but her eyes had hardened. These 7 years had made her quiet, careful with the words she said.
But today was a different day. Today, she had decided not to speak at all.
The screen door slams and her heart skips a beat. Suddenly, she was in fear of soda cans and mismatched socks. Footsteps, the steel toe boot kind. Then, a chair screeches across the linoleum floor, but she doesn't turn to look. He's speaking, calling her by the name he'd replaced her identity with. She can't hear what he's saying for the pounding of her heart beneath her chest.
Needles thrust up into the pads of her feet and her stomach begins flopping sickly. She can't think for the burning in her forehead until she finally turns to fix her eyes on his back as he sits and eats.
Her legs move without her consent, gliding across the room. She feels the coolness of the utensil burning in her hand. Above his head, on the wall, is hung a plaque that reads "Jesus is the silent listener to every conversation." If only life could be that serene.
"Today is the day.", she says.
"What the hell you talkin' about, woman?".
Without thought or command, as though action is all that's demanded, she raises her right hand and thrusts the carving knife into the back of his neck, eight times.
His body seizes violently until it finally releases and his face falls into the plate of food before him, blood pooled all around it.
She hears the knife drop as it clatters onto her prided kitchen floor. Then, leans over and vomits where she scrubbed on her hands and knees just days before. She stands, walks to the sink and turns on the tap to wash her face and hands.
For the last time, she watches blood swirl with water as it dances down the drain. Except this time, it's not her blood.
This is very intense,creative,and entertaining all at the same time,please carry on...
ReplyDeleteJimmy
I love it chelsea,
ReplyDeleteplease carry on,
and know that i still care bout you,
Joel